was i too awsum?

kay as i continued to wallow in my sadness...i wondered..was i jus too overwhelmingly great for him? bc i thought i was a rele great gf...rele caring, nice, sweet, i was even willing to listen to the radio every day this week 10am-3pm to win "So You Think You Can Dance" tour tickets, and surprise him...but idk...what's wrong with me... y cant i ever jus b in a rele good relationship...am i that crappy of a person, bc i kno i'm not pretty and not the brightest of the bunch but i always thought i'd b a decent gf....gawsh idk wut is wrong with me...well okay rite now i am still super bumbed out and i feel like watching princess diaries alone in my room and secretly pig out on a box of chocolates!!!!!!!!!!!! gahhhh i hate wen i get upset...it always leads to me wasting money on random fattie food :(( gahhh