not too shabby

okay so the whole wallowing in my own pool of sadness wasnt so bad...i mean i still ate a whole bunch of crap that will prob make me sick in like the next 20minz but i mean i didnt sink to the level of princess diaries, jus will and grace, i survived a japanese game show, and friends, which isnt too bad, its the perfect combo of laffs so i guess it helped for a lil bit...but now i'm bak to the weird wallowing in my pool of sadness...idk i still cant get him out of my mind, he's like a song that wont go away, that will play all day in my head...but like on the other hand...i dont exactly want the thoughts to go away... its nice having a memory to live off of sumtimes...ya know.... wen u dont have anything else