i have officially calmed down...

yes...i am officially calmed rite now....well at least i'm calm for the moment...but i mean idk wut i'm supposed to do now, i mean i kno wut i'm supposed to do literally (3 papers due next week) but as in the sense of what is supposed to preoccupy my thoughts...i have no idea..i mean i culd always plan out my paper in my head.. maybe? bc honestly b4 we broke up...he was all i pretty much thought abt (pathetic loser moment) so now...i'm going to work on my papers...as i should be...and finish them all tonight...so i can seriously enjoy myself in boston.....okay yea no, i'm not gunna work on my papers...even i'm not that big of a nerd...to u kno...spend my free time doing school work..ha...i almost convinced myself therrrr