self pity much?

as a result of my weird wallowing in my own pool of depression thing...i decided to take a trip to kroger after my bookstudy 2day...and it mite have been the most interesting/sad trip i've had to kroger in a long time...so 1st things 1st i had the strangest craving for grape tomatoes so i got sum but i was getting all pissed bc all of the boxes wer like nasty and then i finally found one, then i got my ranch dressing and i was all like thank goodness, then i needed cheese and meat for my weird sandwich fetish, so i went to find cheese....and there i stood in front of the cheese area for like 20 minz bc i culdnt decide what cheese i wanted and plus i wasnt thinking straight either so i finally decided on sum cheese named muenster...and to tell you the truth...i've nvr tried it in my life so i jus pretty much picked random cheese...gawsh i hope its good....then i picked my meat and i got salami...but that took me awhile too bc once agn i culdnt think straight...then i was like I NEED ICE CREAM! so for another 20minz i stood in front of the ice cream fridge and deliberated on which one i shuld get...bc i COULDNT THINK STRAIGHT! so i ended up getting Summer Peach Pie and i jus ate sum and it was stellar! jus plain tasty...then i'm on my way home and there is this guy in the car next to me, windows down, singing along to a pretty good song, and i suddenly got a revelation! my ice cream was gunna melt in the trunk...(i'm deep, i kno) annnndd that he jus seemed so happy and seemed like he didnt have a care in the world and jus lived in the moment and i was like wow, he looks like he knows how to have fun...and then i got home, i had to open the garage by hand as usual and wen i opened it i was so concerned that this bug was gunna land on me, i didnt notice that the garage wasnt all the way up and it was still like half way down and i totally ran into it...it hurt so bad..so now i have like a monster headache...ughhh gawwwsshhh...i dont think this whole self pity thing culd get any worse...so now...i'm about to go wallow in my own pool of sadness and go watch princess diaries accompanied by a sandwich, sum grape tomatoes, and peach ice cream...yayyy for me...yay 4 my self pity...oh gawsh i'm a sad sad chick