boston or bust

okay well as u may kno i am leaving for boston this friday (yayyyy) i am so psyched but like the whole thing abt moving on from "him" and finding a new man in boston itz jus that honestly...i dont want to move on....i like having the thought of him...and having the thought of what we had...hmph he is so great...gawsh i am not worthy of his awsum-ness...which brings me to another point...wuld i even be a good gf?? seriously? wuld i like suck up all the fun in the room? wuld i only b a downer?? ...i jus wanna b the best gf possible to whomever i date...is that too much to ask for?